This post is all about....

Well, if I am honest, I have no idea. M just ordered me to write a new post. I had suggested that she write a post as I am quite certain that the readership would find this infinitely more interesting than another post from me.

So perhaps, by way of an update, let me cover where we are now on one of the "5 Food Groups".

Sex.

Well of course M controls that completely. I do get many "entrances" and lots of teasing but no orgasms. I have an opportunity to get an orgasm twice a year now. We play a game of Kniffel (Yatzee). If I win, I get one, if not...tough luck. High stakes indeed. We have a 50% record each in term of our long term play in this game, so the fact that I have won the last 4 games when playing for the ultimate prize is quite amazing.  I know M gave it her 100% best effort each time.  Of course my luck will change and that plays on my mind. If I lose 4 in a row, that will be 2.5 years without a release!

One thing that has grown during our FLR is M indulging her sadistic side. There is no longer any pleasure for me without some matching element of pain. During our intimate times she loves to twist my nipples until I squeal and she uses her very sharp teeth to add pain to my ear lobe. Doing this seems to bring me to the ultimate tease point much more quickly. As I try to make the sessions longer, she simply ups the torture and inevitably I reach the end point much more quickly, where I can no longer guarantee control. She effectively controls not just the timing of our sex (I am forbidden to ask, she must offer) but the duration and how quickly and how often she wants to bring me to the edge.

I will find the time to write about the other food groups over the coming weeks. Perhaps we can persuade M to give her perspective on a few of these too.

Wishing everyone a good evening.

Hanna

Our FLR is alive and growing.

We have not even checked the blog for almost 18 months, but on a whim I checked in tonight not expecting to see any comments. There was a comment from "Glow", which we were happy to see and it prompted us to leave a comment back.

I guess the reason we let it drop is that is easy for the blog to become a driver...almost like needing to have something to publish. Also it was a bit unnerving that the only comments we got in the period before our pause related to spanking etc... it felt a little like voyeurism.

So, we are still in a very successful FLR. We have both said recently that we need this lifestyle to be truly happy.

Things evolve. I am more restricted now than ever, but this is what I also need. 

In the past year M has taken up dancing, for which she has a passion. I did not get a choice. She mentioned it to me this time last year. I expressed my view that I cannot dance and really had no interest in it. Come Christmas Day, guess what was wrapped for me under the tree. DANCING SHOES. Needless to say, I am now dancing three times a week. Surprisingly, I actually can...LOL.

Thanks for posting your comment Glow. We will blog again, perhaps on a less regular basis but with a series of blogs that are more an update on how our lives continue to evolve.